Sunday, July 7, 2013

My Checklist Manifesto

# i need to be more patient. listen to him when he pines after her. he needs my support, encouragement. i   know i dont owe it to him, but i have to give it to him.

# he loves her. the love has never been yours. yes, temporarily, i thought i had it for a while. but i was always a phase. through me, he realized what he really wanted.

# he wants it to be a lie, so that he can get her love back. so basically it will be relegated to a figment of memory. my memory. he has the luxury to delete it, because it was never much to him. maybe that is what is best for me too. maybe. i'll try to reconcile with that later.

# he did whatever he did for his own good. people always do what is best for them. so why should he be any different.

# there are some bridges one should never cross, no matter how attractive the other side looks.

# some differences can ever be erased. it will always be there, waiting to creep-up. either recognize those differences and work hard to remove them, or come to terms with it and move on.

# i wish i could give a protective hug around him to tell him that it is going to be okay. that we will fix it. i wish i could tell him that i wanted to protect him from any harm or hurt.

# i have to let go, i don't have a choice. i have to pick-up the pieces and move on, as always. build a life alone, travel, read and work.

# i should have known better than screw it up. it is going to hurt like hell, bring more sleepless nights and tough mornings. so this is my salvation, pay it forward.

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